Tom I kinda hoped you'd say that.
You've been doing it for years on many different content management systems and this is my first one, thats why I'm trying to make it as I imagined it in my head.
You probably remember your first project or at least CMS, didn't you want it to be exactly as you imagined it?
It's not that I don't want this to be a widely used CMS, it's just I want it to be easy to understand as you said.
When you uploaded the beta, I was kinda confused, lot's of new files, different construction, I didn't even know how it was created, the feeling was like it's not my own project anymore.
I understand completely Tom, hope you understand I'm a young complicated stubborn person that wants things differently.